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We all come into contact with those people who can ruin a good mood in seconds. They are just mean spirited, rude, uncompassionate, self-serving and self-absorbed. Some of us tend to hold in our frustration or anger, which is very unhealthy as this can lead to anxiety and stress problems which do affect our health. A friend of mine informed me of how she deals with situations like this, she journals! She explained that it has helped her so much.

If you have a situation, argument, event, etc that you would like discussed please email me through the blog…. No names will be used, strictly confidential....

Saturday, November 22, 2014

The Many Faces of a Narcissist

Are they a Narcissist? Or are they not?  We think it's that simple, but in reality, it's not.  Not only is it actually hard to spot one, there are various types of Narcissists.  So, in this blog, I'm going to go over the different types. 

  • Classic/Overt : Ego, ego, ego!  That is this guy...  Typical Narcissist, control is a must.  You must do everything     they say, never question them, never confront them, they will turn it around on you. 
  • Introverted : While they might have grandiose fantasies and can be highly skilled or talented, this is rarely shown because they have a lack of self confidence, they feel very incapable and inadequate. Will avoid all responsibility.  Because of this they will rarely accomplish much in their lives.  This Narc is also co-dependent, they seek relationships with those they can be dependent upon, like Classic Narcs.  
  • Cerebral : Grandiose to the max, they are soooo much better, soooo much smarter, and sooo much more talented than anyone else.  They are always right, never wrong, and when they are wrong, they are right.  No matter what story you have, they have an exact one that is more "better" than yours, they've been through it too, but waaaay worse than you.  They have a distorted view of reality, but love to give advice!
  • Somatic : Instead of using their intelligence like the previous example, this one uses their body.  Very lustful, they think they are "Gods".  Always has multiple sex partners, this is very normal.
  • Covert : Very dangerous, they hide who they are, work behind the scenes.  Also known as Malignant Narcs.  This type of Narcissism is more common in females than males.  This type of narc is an expert as gaslighting, and other forms of manipulation.  This type will draw a person into their live, and suck them dry, emotionally.  Once this person is emotionally drained, the Narc then destroys their identity.  Through abuse, black mail, manipulations, etc...  anyway to control their victim.  Secret affairs, and one night stands are common, everything is done secretly.
  • Elite Narcissist : Highly successful, concerned with wealth, material items, power, money, etc.. Not only are they wealthy, but they use highly manipulative and deceptive ways to destroy their victims.  Possible shady dealings, covered by a legit business.  Based on their deception they have built a false self, a false life, over many many years.  If you challenge their fake self, they will eliminate with no empathy.
  • Narc-Psychopath : As it sounds, a Narcissist and psychopath, with traits from both.  It is important to note, that not all psychopaths are narcs, and not all narcs are psychopaths.  Highly manipulative, lack of empathy, does not care about laws, or others, etc.  Fits all types.

When looking at all the different types of Narcissists, it's easy to see how there are so many Narcs out there, and why we keep running into them.  I have met families of Narcissists even.  There really is no way to eliminate running into one, or developing a relationship with one (friendship or intimate), the only thing we can do is know the signs, and get out as soon as we recognize them.

I'd also like to state, that just because someone seems like a Narc, or fits the symptoms, does not always make them a narc... please be careful throwing that accusation out.  :D













Information found on: 
DSM5
http://sparkster.hubpages.com/hub/Various-Types-Of-Narcissist-NPD-Narcissistic-Personality-Disorder-Malignant-Self-LoveNarcissism

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Not a Narcissist?!?!?!

Ever come across someone who's just put a huge dent in your life, in a negative way?  Taken months and years to recover from?  Tried to find answer, to figure out why did this happen???  One word jumps out a lot, that helps to explain to use why things happen.  The horrid Narcissist...

Lately I have seen this word thrown around a lot.  And it's got me thinking...  I hear the stories, the behaviors, and there's either one of two things that come to mind.  They are or they aren't.  It's really easy to try and diagnose someone just by a few webpages, or some articles online.  But are they really a narcissist?  or are they just a really big douche bag???

How can you tell?  Well, most people look up diagnostic information.  The DSM is the bible pretty much in diagnosis.  And most all have found information from it online.  It's really easy to see the diagnostic criteria and point to someone.  However, just because they fit some of the criteria does not make them a Narc.  Just because someone is a complete jerk, abusive, or egotistical doesn't make them a Narc either.  

Here is what the DSM5 states on NPD:

A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of 
empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five 
(or more) of the following: 
  •  Has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements). 
  • Is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love. 
  • Believes that he or she is “special” and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions). 
  • Requires excessive admiration. 
  • Has a sense of entitlement (i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations).  
  • Is interpersonally exploitative (i.e., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends). 
  • Lacks empathy: is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others. 
  •  Is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her. 
  •  Shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes. 
Now, some people might look at this, and be able to mold someones behavior into these categories, however, you wont have to mold, you wont have to look, you wont have to try and fit.  It is not something that happens occasionally, it happens constantly!  Not rarely...  but all the time.

Another is a person must meet at least 5 of the above mentioned.  However, just because someone meets 5, heck or all of them, does not necessarily make them a Narc.  It must be "pervasive".  

Doctors always tell us, do not diagnose ourselves with sicknesses or diseases, to leave it to the professionals.  The same goes for mental/personality disorders... don't diagnose yourself or others.  While it might help to give us answers, not everyone we dislike, or fits some of these criteria is a Narc.  And going around throwing that word around does nothing but pervert the meaning, and the struggle that those who've had the unfortunate luck to be involved with with Narc has gone though.  If you think you've been involved with a Narc, then I am truly sorry.  I have been there, and it is horrid!

Another important aspect to remember, is that NPD is usually followed with comorbid personality and mental disorders, and as the person gets older the problems worsen.  Usually also combined with an addiction of some sort.

I know this is tough for some read, and some are probably thinking "OH what do you know, you don't know them, I KNOW..."  But it was something that NEEDED to be written.  We must take a step back, and see things logically to heal ourselves.  

Remember, not every douche bag, is a Narc...  but some are!  

So how do you recognize a Narc???  How do you know if your ex - BF, GF, Friend, family member, etc was a Narc?  The fun part, you don't really know for sure :/  Unless an actual therapist diagnosis them, there really is no 100% way to know.  

If you think you have encountered one, get into a support group.  There are some amazing ones online!!!  If you run into someone your pretty sure is a Narc, RUN THE OTHER WAY!!!  Work on yourself, and leave them in the past!


Update - After the Boundaries

Sorry it has been a long time sense the last post...  with dealing with a graduate degree, practicum, and life, things got crazy busy...  But felt it was time and much needed...

The past few months have been really crazy busy...  and a LOT has changed...  when I think back on the past few months, past couple years it seems crazy how much has changed and where my life is...

Of course, if we all sit back and think about it, a lot has changed for us all.  During the most recent months I've really started to reevaluate things, situations, people, etc...  I've come to realize that I am a magnet for Narcissists, and Sociopaths...   I've also come to realize that there are specific people that this happens to, and a lot of people I know this happens to.  So I wanted to write up an update, how things have gone sense I put up some healthy boundaries, in the hopes to encourage some of you :)

It happens to those who are the most caring, most loyal... those who wear their hearts on their sleeves...  We tend to open ourselves up to these people, to let them come in and violate our personal boundaries...  and we NEED to put up these boundaries...  (Previous post on building personal boundaries).  Well I put up some boundaries, and here is update :)

When I put up those personal boundaries I have noticed that I don't hear from a lot of people no more.  I don't go out as much as I used to.  I don't see people like I used to.  And while it hurts a lot to know they weren't true friends, because true friends would respect those boundaries, I know it is for the best.  We all must remember this.  When your sitting home, remembering good times, feeling sad, and lonely...  don't contact!  If they really cared, they wouldn't let days, weeks, months go by without checking in.  I've realized that I am the one who does it all.  Friendship isn't one sided... it goes both ways, please remember that, and don't let people take advantage of you.

I've looked back on other previous friendships, and realized that these people were very negative, and not healthy relationships what so ever!  They were fake!  I am so happy to be free of that negativity.  The majority of friendships gone are that of Narcissists, and sociopaths...  and I don't mean they fit one or two of the criteria for those disorders, they fit dang near all of them!!!!

Now that I see it, I feel like my eyes are open... I don't understand how no one else see's it?  Are they blind to it?  Do they see it but allow it?  I am not sure...

I just know, that while at times things hurt...  it hurts to be replaced, ignored, passed over, left behind... sometimes it's for the best.  Because if they were real friends, if they really did care.  Then no amount of healthy boundaries would have changed anything.

If you even doubt someone a little, it's time to reevaluate things.

To be healthy yourself, you must put up those boundaries, if everyone leaves, fine, let them, they aren't worth it!  Make some new friends.

I know this sounds pretty rough... but on the positives, I am have been more stress free!!!  My anxiety has dropped, and I am happier most times now.  At first it was rough, I got lonely, still do, I remember all the good times, and it hurts, really hurts... but then I think about the type of people they are, and I remember I don't want that in my life, and I'm better for not having in there!  I am enjoying the small things a lot more now :)

I'm going to cut this update short, and start working on a few more topics :)  I hope you all have been well, and I hope these words of encouragement help you through your journey. While it is hard, it is worth it!!!  Keep moving forward, one foot at a time!  Self-care is NOT selfish!  It's a necessity!



Monday, July 22, 2013

How to Live with / Deal with a Narcissist


Narcissists… emotional predators… we all know one…  and unfortunately we WILL encounter more
in our lifetime.  Most likely the first time a narcissist walks into your life, you wont recognize them, and WHAM next thing you know, they leave a tsunami of destruction as they walk out of your life, leaving you with the pieces to pick up.  Recovering takes a while, it takes time to heal.  However, like said…  you WILL encounter more…  In previous blogs I have listed what to look for, what a person with NPD will look like (please reference that blog)… Narcs are emotional abusers, they are users, manipulators and great actors/actresses.  It's their way all the time, they want what they want when they want it, and they don't care who gets hurt in the process.


In this blog, I will focus on the subject of how to live with or deal with a narcissists, because lets face it, we WILL have many more come into our lives… there is nothing short of moving to a deserted island that we can do to prevent this.  Narcs are great at hiding in public, and showing themselves only when you know what to look for.

You will encounter them at work, school, neighborhoods, groups of friends, etc… pretty much anywhere and everywhere…  So once in this situation where you have to deal with them, how do you do it?  How do we handle the emotional abuse… 

I am writing this blog through my own experience of my situation.  I have a family member staying with me who is a total Narcissist, I’m sad to say I didn’t realize this tell a few weeks ago.  I’ve also noticed the older he got, the worse the symptoms got.  Sad really.  Do I still love him?  Of course I do!  But after realizing that he’s a Narc… it has made my patience so much shorter.  I’m pretty much pissed off and annoyed with him all the time.  The emotional abuse during one of his “tantrums” (as I like to call them cause Narcs remind me of a misbehaving toddler lol) can be so extreme at times it’s unreal!!!  This is not healthy.    

I must also deal with Narcs in a professional school setting.  This again is highly frustrating, while I know what and who they are, it’s still a lot of aggression and aggravation.  Which has made attending classes a chore, something I no longer look forward to attending.   

So, once you realize your dealing with a Narc, and you have to keep dealing with them because of some situation, what do you do?  How do you deal with it???  Well, here are some ways…

  • Acknowledge and accept – First, realize what this person is, while it is annoying, frustrating, and stressful, this is who they are, and there really isn’t much you can do.  Accepting that this is who they are, and knowing what they are is the first step, this usually will help alleviate some of the internal emotional problems (not all mind you… lol) but it will help you to realize that what they are doing is not a reflection of you, but them.
  • Boundaries – this is highly important also.  What you will and wont put up with and accept is important to know.  Some types behaviors really is so immature and petty it’s not worth arguing over, so letting that go, however don’t let everything go, or you’ll just be run over.  Knowing what you will and won’t put up with, and setting healthy boundaries will help you keep your sanity.
  • Self-Esteem – building your own self-esteem is highly important.  This will help you with
    fighting off the emotional abuse put on by the Narc.  The Narc is sure not to help you with this, so find ways to help yourself, and build your own self-confidence and esteem.
  • Gaslighting – understand what Narcs do, and how they do them.  If you understand the tricks they use, you can help build up a resistance to them.
  • Support System – build a great support system for yourself.  Other family and friends that are compassionate, understanding, and encouraging.  Having someone to go to, or somewhere to go when things get a bit too stressful is a huge help.
  • Emotional Outbursts – so they are attacking you, they were having a bad day and how dare you not pamper them?  Whatever the reason, when they are on the rampage don’t put up with it!  Don’t let them run you over, make their actions the main focus, explain your disappointment with their actions, words, behavior, you can ask for an apology, but being a Narc you probably won’t get a genuine one, they will repeat this behavior again and again.   If they won’t listen, then neither should you!  Walk away, it’s not worth it.  To sit and argue with them will gain you nothing. 
  • Be Firm – they will demand, throw tantrums, do everything they can to get their way, however, don’t fold don’t bend.  Learn to use words in benefit to yourself, learn how to talk around them, how to negotiate any situation.
  • Talk about it – talk to your friends and family, don’t hold it in.  If you need to go out and vent, do so!  It will help you to feel better.
  • Hobbies – find some new hobbies, things you enjoy doing.  Maybe going on a walk, or reading/writing, art, etc… anything that you enjoy doing … DO IT!!!  Spend as much time doing things you enjoy to do.
  • Exercise – eating right, and exercising has been proven to help mood.  It builds up all those happy endorphins that your body and brain need to function right and feel great!  Feeling great will help with stress, and other issues.
  • Patience – having the gift of patience is also important.  Dealing with a Narc is like dealing with a 2 year old that is constantly having a temper tantrum.  Being able to deal with this is a skill that will come in handy.
  • Self-care – self-care is HUGE!!!  Take time out for yourself.  Like stated earlier with hobbies, exercise, etc.  Take a long bath, get a mani/pedi, go for a hike, take a vacation (mini vaca – day long excursions to places) anything that will help distress you.



Remember, sometimes we are stuck in situations where we must deal with a Narc, and there really isn’t much we can do.  But understanding the things we can do to preserve our own sanity and emotions is highly important on our own mental and emotional survival. 




So, those are some of the idea’s I’ve read about and a few I learned myself.  What others can you think of??? 







Sources:
http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2012/12/27/how-to-live-with-a-narcissist/
http://www.drsapadin.com/articles/live-with-narcissist.php

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Setting Healthy Boundaries

Have you ever been around those people who drain you?  Who make you feel like it takes more effort to be around them than others?  Do you have friends who seem to rule your life, run over your thoughts and feelings?  Do you have family who come to visit and just don’t leave?  Well, looks like you might need to start setting some healthy boundaries…  This blog will discuss what healthy boundaries are, the benefits of them, and how to make them.

First let’s examine why people lack healthy boundaries…. There can be a couple of reason; the main
reason is a lack of self-esteem/confidence.  Because we lack this, we let people run over us.  Another reason can be how we were raised, if we were raised in a dysfunctional family (which lacks healthy boundaries) this can prevent us from understanding, and learning how to create healthy boundaries from an early age.  We can also have been through some emotional, physical, mental abuse, which ticks away at our self-worth, and self-esteem, which again, leads back to the first.  Fear and guilt are two reasons why we do not enforce boundaries when we know we need them, fear of rejection, being abandoned, confrontation, and guilt for doing so.

Now let’s discuss what boundaries actually are.  Boundaries are limits we put on things we will and won’t accept.  They are incidences in when we will block what we don’t like from occurring.  However, boundaries are not walls that we build up around ourselves to protect ourselves from people, boundaries instead are like small fences that go around ourselves.  Having clear, but firm boundaries help us to define our relationships and ourselves, without these boundaries we are allowing dysfunctional relationships to overrule your life.  Which will cause a lot of stress, drama, feelings of being tired, lack of stimuli, etc…  By setting healthy boundaries these can be avoided.  There are two types of boundaries, physical and emotional/mental. 

Physical boundaries – include your body, personal space, privacy.  Examples of unhealthy physical
boundaries include boundaries from inappropriate touching, looking through others’ personal files/emails, not allowing others into your personal space (without permission).

Emotional/Mental boundaries – self-esteem, feelings.  Including beliefs, behaviors, choices, responsibility, and ability to be intimate with others.  Some examples of unhealthy emotional/mental boundaries include not understanding how to separate your feelings from your partners feelings, and letting a partner/friend’s mood dictate your mood, sacrificing your plans/dreams/goals to please others, not taking responsibility for yourself and blaming others for problems.

Healthy boundaries are highly beneficial, for many reasons.  Some include: (from positivelypostiive)
·  “Have high self-esteem and self-respect.
·  Share personal information gradually, in a mutually sharing and trusting relationship.
·  Protect physical and emotional space from intrusion.
·  Have an equal partnership where responsibility and power are shared.
·  Be assertive. Confidently and truthfully say “yes” or “no” and be okay when others say “no” to you.
·  Separate your needs, thoughts, feelings, and desires from others. Recognize that your boundaries and needs are different from others.
·  Empower yourself to make healthy choices and take responsibility for yourself.”

Unhealthy boundaries’ are characterized by: (from positivelypostiive)
· “ Sharing too much too soon or, at the other end of the spectrum, closing yourself off and not expressing your need and wants.
·  Feeling responsible for other’s happiness.
·  Inability to say “no” for fear of rejection or abandonment.
·  Weak sense of your own identity. You base how you feel about yourself on how others treat you.
·  Disempowerment. You allow others to make decisions for you; consequently, you feel powerless and do not take responsibility for your own life.”

So what are some tips to create healthy boundaries’?  There are a few steps you can take:

First you should identify where the problem areas are, learn to identify when you need to set a boundary, be able to identify who, what, when, where, and why in regards to this boundary, and problem.  Get to know yourself, know your priorities, feelings, emotions, and wants/needs.

Next is understanding while you can control yourself, you cannot control others.  While you might be willing to not violate others boundaries, does not mean people will grant you that same respect.  Knowing that you are responsible for communicating your boundaries to others, and communicate them in a calm, respectful tone, manner.  Expect that there will be push back, expect that people will react in a way that will test these boundaries at first, simply because they are conditioned to you not having them.  Be prepared to handle this is an understanding, yet firm way.

You might begin to feel (and others might try to make you feel) guilty about these, you might feel selfish, angry, or embarrassed.  But keep setting these boundaries, stay firm.  Self-care is highly important, and you need to make yourself happy.  However, be careful you do not want to violate the rights, feelings, boundaries of others.

Setting boundaries are not just for others, but for yourself.  Don’t spent time being resentful, or
complaining, this is when you need to set a boundary.  Don’t violate the rights, boundaries of others, and respect personal space and privacy of others.

Build a system for support, people who understand and respect you, and your values, and opinions.  Those who will help motivate you, help you through the boundary setting stage. 

Remember that when setting boundaries it is important to keep in mind these key tips:
  • Start small – don’t overwhelm yourself at first, if you know you lack boundaries you need to take steps in to learn yourself, others, and how to set them.
  • Stay firm, yet calm – don’t back down, stick to your boundaries, however do so in a calm, and rational way, yelling and screaming and being irrational will not help the situation, only make it worse.
  • Don’t feel guilty, self-care is highly important, take care of yourself, it’s ok to do so.
  • Learning your boundaries takes time, don’t expect everything to change overnight, it is a process, why you start small, with baby steps.


Setting boundaries is important for ourselves, they help us to develop good healthy relationships, self-esteem, and less stress, to be happy.  Having healthy boundaries helps to set a good balance in our life, without balance in our personal life, our professional life and other area’s can start to have problems, stress will linger over to others, blurring the lines.  We must have healthy boundaries and balance in our lives. 

A piece of personal advice:

Recently I had begun to notice that I had no boundaries,  I would hang out with people and feel like it was work to do so.  I would feel stressed out, drained, tired.  I’d also feel hurt, and rejected at times.  The snide comments that they thought were funny, really were not.  They hurt my feelings, they made me angry, yet I didn’t say anything, I’d brush it off, but I’d pay for it later when I got home.  My feelings were not considered, nor were my opinions.  When we would make plans, or go somewhere who cared what I wanted to do, it was what they wanted to do, when they wanted to do it.  Nothing else mattered but them.  I saw this, and I hated this.  For months this bothered me.  So I finally said enough is enough, time to put up boundaries.   The next time I was encountered with those abusive comments, I did not handle it well.  I snapped back, but I defended myself!  It felt great.  I finally stood up for myself, I stood my ground!  However, I am no longer friends with this person now, and that does hurt.  Apparently it’s only a friendship when I do what they want, how dare I have an opinion of my own.  Granted I did not follow the steps above, I did snap back in my own defense, and I didn’t speak clearly and calm.  However, if there was ever a true friendship, it wouldn’t have mattered. 

Please be aware, that while building healthy boundaries some will not accept this, they will fight back, and sometimes end relationships.  Remember that while this hurts, that is fine.  It is what is best.  If they
were true friends, it wouldn’t have mattered.  They would have respected you.  Don’t fall back into that pattern of bending over backwards to please others.  It is unhealthy and will take its toll on you.  You will lose friendships, but you will also gain some.  Those who are worth it, will respect your boundaries and you respect theirs. 

Remember, you are JUST as important, your feelings, thoughts, beliefs, etc are just as important as everyone else’s.  If they want you to respect theirs, they must respect yours.




Sources:
Healthy boundaries, good priorities--successful life!
Saga Stevin. Business Credit
How to set boundaries for a healthy relationship
Anonymous. Daily Gleaner

Monday, June 24, 2013

Narcissistic Personality Disorder?

What exactly is Narcissism?


Apparently there seems to be a lot of confusion on what Narcissistic Personality Disorder is (NPD).  So I decided to write up a blog with all the information detailed. 

When people hear the word ‘narcissist’ the first thought is someone who is in love with themselves.  When in reality there is so much more to it than that.  Many people have perceptions of what they think someone with NPD really is, their personality, how they would react etc.  But they don’t really understand how in-depth and close to other anti-social qualities a narcissist has.

The DSM-IV-TR states that the most essential feature of NPD is a pervasive pattern of grandiosity, and lack of empathy (generally beginning in early childhood).  The DSM also states that they believe themselves to be above everyone else, and when this is not the case, are genially surprised.  Also being obsessed with status, and power.  Those with NPD also “fish” for compliments, and have a constant need for attention.  Lack of empathy is a major part of NPD, they cannot or find it difficult to understand other’s feelings, and experiences, and if they don’t understand they will lash out. 

Someone with NPD who is at odds with another person will often have behavior that can be described as bullying, often times they will round up their friends to join in on the bullying.  They will act a victim to their friends whom they have manipulated, to believe in everything they say.

A great article in Psychology Today lists the symptoms of NPD as follows:
  • “Reacts to criticism with anger, shame or humiliation
  • Takes advantage of others to reach his or her own goals
  • Exaggerates own importance
  • Exaggerates achievements and talents
  • Entertains unrealistic fantasies about success, power, beauty, intelligence or romance
  • Has unreasonable expectation of favorable treatment
  • Requires constant attention and positive reinforcement from others
  • Is easily jealous
  • Disregards the feelings of others, lacks empathy
  • Has obsessive self-interest
  • Pursues mainly selfish goals
  • Also, narcissists are usually physically attractive and charming at first glance, so they may have advantages when they first meet people (making a sale, getting a first date, gaining popularity). However, the long-term outcomes for narcissists are usually quite dismal, especially socially (e.g., long-term relationship difficulties). On average, levels of narcissism drop quite dramatically by age 30.”

  
Some other personality traits related to NPD are as follows:
Abusive cycle, alienation, “always and never” statements, anger, baiting, blaming, bullying, cheating, denial, dissociation, domestic theft, emotional blackmail, sense of entitlement, false accusations, favoritism, frivolous litigation, gaslighting, grooming, harassment, hooveres & hoovering,
impulsiveness, imposed isolation, intimidation, invalidation, lack of conscience, lack of objective consistency, neglect, normalizing, no-win scenarios, objectification, parent alienation syndrome, pathological lying, proxy recruitment, raging/violence and impulsive aggression, sabotage, scapegoating, selective memory, self-aggrandizement, shaming, stalking, testing, thought policing, threats, triangulation, and tunnel vision.

The DSM lists their diagnostic criteria as follows:
“Narcissistic Personality Disorder

 A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:
  1.    has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
  2.    is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
  3.    believes that he or she is "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
  4.    requires excessive admiration
  5.              has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or     automatic compliance with his or her expectations
  6.               is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends
  7.               lacks empathy: is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others
  8.                is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her
  9.        shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes”

Narcissism is something that surprisingly affects many of us in different ways.  At some point in time we will all be victims of a narc.  Either in personal life or online, through direction relations, or friends/spouses/ex’s of our relations.  A person with NPD can affect not just the direct person they are involved with, but those surrounding them.  And can cause some serious damage, and lasting effects that can really harm people.  In some cases suicide.
 It is also important to remember that not every Narc, no matter how similar is never the same as another, their damage is never the same for each person.  Each person experiences it in different ways, you may not understand it, or have experienced it, it may seem foreign to you, but please support them instead of attacking or questioning them.  It is a very touchy topic, and very hard for some to talk about.
 As survivors of NPD’s it’s our job to stick together, to provide support, compassion, and empathy to those who have been victims of, or are still involved with Narcs. 



Sources:
DSM-IV-TR
http://outofthefog.net/Disorders/NPD.html
http://www.psychologytoday.com/conditions/narcissistic-personality-disorder?tab=Symptoms  

  

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Why Smart People do Dumb Relationships - Relationships with a Personality Disorder

Relationships with personality Disorders can cause a lot of strive and conflict with a person and their family.  This blog is about that.  I have a personal interest in this article as this situation is close to my heart currently.  Currently I have an important person in my life involved in a horrible relationship, this blog was my attempt to find answers, a way to vent, a bit of venting therapy...  I apologize in advance if it seems out of order, I wrote this when I was slightly upset...  

Ok, so to start… have you ever had a friend or family member in a relationship that was just horribly wrong for them???  (some of this might seem like a vent, it might be, I’m not sure, I apologize in advance :D  lol )  Everyone things this, everyone can see this…  yet… why can’t they?  They refuse to believe anything could be wrong, they think everything is just peachy and they are so happy.  Yet we can see the train wreck coming, we know it’s going to happen.  We try to talk to them about it, instead they get defensive, and make threats.  This is something that has happened to all of us, if not yet, it will. 

In an attempt to try and figure out why, as this topic is close to my heart.  For the sake of privacy reasons, we will refer to people as such:
Person close to me – Person A (male)
Person they are dating – Person B (female)

Here is the background story, Person A meets B, and at not a flattering time in Person B’s life.  However, Person B has a horrid history of using others, and behaviors that are highly toxic (individual specifics wont be given)  So no surprise when family and friends find out from Person A that they are seeing Person B not many people are happy!  (NONE in fact).  We can all see that Person B is doing nothing but using him, they are pushing a wedge between Person A and his family and friends.  The sad thing is Person A refuses to see this, they think it’s the family and friends causing the problems.  When all I want to do is scream…  “IF EVERYONE FEELS THE SAME WAY I DO THEN ITS NOT JUST ME!!! ITS HER!!! EVERYONE SEES IT BUT YOU!!! WAKE UP!!!”  It’s a sad situation really, because person B’s family and friends are all nasty, petty, immature, horrible people.  And that is who Person A is around all the time, not good…

SO, I’m on a quest… to find out WHY Person A is so blind in their relationship, why they can’t see the truth and reality of the situation like everyone else can. 

Well, there are two reasons… reasons on Person A and B’s side.  Lets start by discussing the side of person B.

Men are funny things…  they can be pretty selfish and stupid (blind) when it comes to relationships.   For example, Men don’t realize what they are doing, they don’t think.  They don’t think it’s a problem, they don’t think anything could be wrong.  Another is they might not know any better.  However, woman can also be passive-aggressive.  When a man is really soft hearted, a woman who is passive aggressive will take advantage of that, use them.  They can be under a lot of stress, this can cause them to find answers where none exist, and because they know (subconsciously) that something is wrong, they will lash out at family and friends, act different, etc. 

As for person B.  WOW, where do I start???  They are users, manipulators, controllers, which is abuse!  This person see’s an easy target and goes after it, they will suck them dry, fill their needs, and move on.  Or they might just sink their claws in, and not let go, they have someone who will do everything for them, so why let it go?  However, they wont be faithful, they will lie, cheat and steal.  Do what they can to get what they need and they will do whatever they can to divide and conquer.  If family or friends try to warn person A about B, person B will retaliate, try to drive a wedge between other relationships (family/friends) try to put distance between them.  Try to isolate them.  It’s not THEIR family and friends, THEIR hobbies, etc…   What causes person B to behave like this?  A personality disorder. 

An Article in Psychology Today describes three types of clusters for personality disorders, those include:

·         Cluster A – Odd and eccentric behaviors – Paranoid, Schizoid, and Schizotypal Personalities
·         Cluster B – highly dramatic, emotionally and behaviorally – Antisocial, borderline, narcissistic, and histrionic
·         Cluster C – anxious and fearful – Avoidant, dependent, and OCD

As for this person B, I’m going to go with Cluster B, this person deff falls into one of these personality disorders.  These disorders include personality traits of the following:  (with included examples from Person B)

·         Self-Centered (it’s about them, for example addiction being more important than family)
·         Refusal to accept personal responsibility for their behaviors (they did nothing wrong, they are amazing people ex. They are different now, nothing matters, how they screwed people over don’t matter now)
·         Self – Justification (has justification for everything, ex. it’s everyone else’s fault not theirs, they are the poor little victim)
·         Entitlement (they deserve money, respect, time, attention, etc .. ex. She should have what she wants, she made a huge mistake choosing addiction over family but it’s her it’s hers it’s hers, she should have it, screw whats best for all involved)
·         Shallow Emotions (able to detach and move on, ex. Picking addiction over family, cutting person A off from family and Friends)
·         Situational Morality (no personal or social boundaries, do what they have to to get what they want ex. Being disrespectful to person A’s family/friends, causing a rift, because it gets them Person B without any intelligent arguments against them)
·         Narcissism and Ineffective lives (being a narcissist and having multiple lives ex. The life you see, and the reality of Person B ie horrible person)
·         Social Disruption (need to be center of attention ex. Having all of person A, excluding family/friends)
·         Manipulative (controlling people to get what they want ex, tricking person A into thinking they are actually changed and a good person, when in reality they are using them, claiming to not want to cause a gab with family yet starting the arguments and alienating Person A from family/friends)
·         Dysfunctional Parents (persons with a PD (personality disorder) generally have dysfunctional parents, however this I don’t know of)

These behaviors can be consciously or subconsciously… To tell you need to look at Person B’s attitudes, relationships (that are impaired/and functional), and their social behaviors. 

Here are some ways to tell your in a negative relationship:
·         You don’t talk to family/friends as much as you used to
·         You don’t continue with hobbies you enjoyed (or other actives)
·         You don’t visit family/friends as often as you used to
·         Multiple people are telling you the same thing (that this is a bad person)
·         The person is disrespectful to family/friends – if they can treat your relations this way, they will eventually treat you this way, they have no respect for you if they do this also.


In my opinion, I think what is going on is that they (can be male or female) have the idea of what they think a relationship is, and that is what they see, they don’t see the actual reality of what is going on, who they are dating.   They are pretty much living in a fantasy world.   And anyone who tries to make them see reality is a threat.  They will threaten and give ultimatums.  When in reality, they are afraid to face the truth of their relationship, because they themselves know it’s not healthy.

So what do you do?  As much as it hurts there isn't much you can do, just to sit back and wait for it to self-destruct.  Because it WILL!  And I can say that I am looking forward to that day, but also I am dreading it, I don't want to see it happen because it will hurt Person A very badly.  I do not want them to be hurt.



Links to Articles:
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/love-in-limbo/201012/four-reasons-smart-people-make-stupid-dating-decisions
http://dannimoss.wordpress.com/articles/finding-healing/controllers-abusers-manipulators-and-users-in-relationships/